I don't know what it was about today, but I haven't felt like having a melt down like this in a long time. It has been a rough rough day, and for no real other reason, other than the normal crap I put up with everyday just apparently bearing down on me alittle harder.
Some memorable notes from today:
Smiling on my way to work this morning because my car thermostat read 39 degrees, and thinking WOW that's warm. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!
Going up to the cafe to get some hot water for tea, and my co-worker trying to be funny by saying to me "so are you going to jump in the hot water." My response in all seriousness to this being "No we don't jump off bridges in Texas, you have us confused with California. In Texas we climb a high tower with a semi-automatic weapon and shoot 40 random people" Need Proof?
Realizing at 3pm today that I hadn't brushed my hair yet. Once again....WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!
Saying "fuck it" to that damn aerobics class I've been going to the last 3 weeks that I STILL CAN'T GET THE MAMBO STEP DOWN IN!!
Trying very hard not to call every man I work with a boy....because well that's what they are acting like....boys!
Doing all I can right now not to buy a whaling spear to throw through my ceiling into my neighbor's apartment above me. STOP WALKING AROUND!